有时侯...

有时侯，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃；
有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单；
有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸；
有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来；
有时候，夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓；
有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢了...

Do i need???

Why you all always blame me, that i'm emotional...
Do i need to smile when i am angry???
Do i need to smile when i am sad???
Do i need to smile when i am unhappy???
Do i need to smile when i am hard to cure any thing???
If i do like this, i will think that i not like a people...
Because a people will have emotion will appear on face...
And i not emotional, i just follow what my feeling is...
If you don't like that, you can just say it out or you can just don't follow me or don't accompany me or don't talk to me...
And if i like this will became your trouble then that never mind...
Then i will say sorry because of this to you make you been trouble...

I'm not...

I'm not a thing...
When you need me, you all will just use me...
When you all don't need me, you all will just put me around and let me alone...
And...
I'm also not a doll to let you all play...
When you all are free, you all will just play and talk with me...
When you all are busy or anyone else beside me, you all will just put me at anywhere and let me alone to be lonely...
I'm not a thing and i also not a doll !!!
I'm a people who has feeling !!!
I'm not a thing or a doll that does not have any feeling...

If you want than do like this~~~

If you want to kick me out...
Hahahahaha...
You don't ever call me write any letter about quitting...
Because i wont write it...
And be careful i will follow the rules...
I will just wait you give me three warning letter...
And after i get the third letter then i will quit it...
And wont say i wanted to stay...
Because giving the letter was following the rules...

Usually...

Usually music place is lets us relax...
But today totally no...
Today the music place let me so pressure... O(>.<)O

I wish that....

I wish that the time will go on backward...
I wish the time will backward to the time when i choose what instrument i want to learn..

有時候~~~

有時候，習慣了單身的生活，習慣了只需要朋友的陪伴已經足夠。。。
但是，一旦孤單了下來，安靜了下來，卻又想找一個人一起分享。。。
矛盾的思想，只看你自己如何去想。。。
有好有坏，講不清，說不楚。。。
太多的愛情道理，何必去想這樣多，何必去讀這樣多。。。
時間到時，就跟著自己的感覺走吧。。。
有時候，簡單就是快樂。。。 容易就是幸福。。。 愛情就可甜蜜。。。

學會~~~

學會冷血，只對對我好的人好，對某些人，簡直就是浪費感情又浪費時間。。。
學會比以前快樂，即使難過，也要微笑著，讓別人看不穿你的傷心。。。
學會孤獨，沒有誰會把你當寶護著，要知道世界總是孤單的，地球也只有一個啊，它都寂寞那麽久了，我們算什麽。。。
學會堅強，其實一個人也可以活得漂亮，笑給別人看，哭給自己聼就好。。。
學會忍耐，該閉嘴就閉嘴，改沉默就沉默。。。
學會珍惜，知心的朋友已經不多，如果再走，就真的只剩下自己了。。。
學會視而不見，噁心的東西選擇無視，厭惡的東西選擇屏蔽，不會再有人讓我不快樂。。。
學會滿足，所謂知足常樂。。。 想想小時候一顆糖果就可以開心一整天了。。。
學會獨立，不能再一味的麻煩別人，自己的事自己做。。。
學會長大，不能再那麽任性，那麽幼稚，那麽孩子氣，多了會惹人厭的。。。
學會認證，認真的對人，認真的對事。。。
學會慎重，不該認識的人不要認識，不該插手的事不要插手。。。

Love is like a violin~~~

Love is like a violin~~~
The music may stop now and then, but the string remain forever~~~

When we~~~

When we love ourselves more than we love other,
what we show to other is no more than concerns~~~

When we love others as we love ourselves,
what we show then is the so- called friendship~~~

when we love others more than ourselves,
the enthusiasm can be called loyalty~~~